sweet memory - my 16th birthday -

*bad writing* - I WANT

I don't want to be respected

I don't want to be understood

I don't want to be given attention

Anymore..

Just want to be equated with others..

I don't want to be perfect while my soul's suffering

I don't want to be rich while my heart's poor

Just want to be a simple who has a happiness

Friendship, my simple happiness ..

*that's my bad writing. just wrote it when PKN's time was running :)

[ Acc 3 ] : Guess What (?)

In a beautiful peaceful small village, there lived a friendly simple smart girl named Chasava. She was child of the poor farmers. She was very kind. She always helped her parents doing their work after school.

Once day, when she just arrived in her small school by her old bicycle, her friend said excitedly, “Hi Chasava.. I have a good news for you!!”

Chasava parked her bicycle soon and came to her friend. “What is it?”

“Hmm.. I think you have to know it by yourself. I believed that in few minutes again our Headmaster will call you. Congrats Chasava!!”

What the Chasava’s friend's said was true. Chasava was called by the Headmaster and she really got a great news. Her dream really came true. She was very excited and enthusiastic moreover the Headmaster said that it was a free day for her to prepare herself.

Then, she came to the field that her parents worked there soon. She shouted happily, “Mom, dad!! My dream came true! I got a schoolarship! I’ll study in the best school in our country!!”

Her parents just looked her quietly.

“Oh, and then I’ll have new friends. I’ll through my life around great peoples. And I’ll leave our poor life.”

Her parents kept silent.

“Mom, dad, are you happy?”

“Yes. We just think about you. We’re just afraid, dear.”

“Oh, daddy, mommy, don’t be afraid!” she smiled to her parents.

 

She started her new day happily. She came to her new school by bus. Her appearance was looked not too bad. But it was not good enough to be same with others there.

Then, one of the teacher introduced herself in front of her new friends. They looked at Chasava’s appearance. They just laughed of loud. Chasava didn’t know what wrong with her. Nobody received Chasava to be their friend. Chasava was so sad. “Does it makes my parents afraid? I’m just a poor girl and my appearance’s too bad.”

She looked at herself in the mirror. “I have to change my appearance. I have to be like them.” Then, she did it. She made up her face and weared new uniform like what her friends weared.

Chasava entered her class and stood up in front of her friends. Chasava’s friends were so surprised when looked at her. Chasava spoke for herself, “They may think that they see who I really am. But they never know me.”

They was so happy due to Chasava’s change. They was not shy to have a friend like her. Then, they asked her to join them and became their friend. Chasava who was a simple girl from a village must did what she never done. She thought that it was easy for her. But, after she did it in few days, she gave up.

She went home and cried. She looked at herself in the mirror and erased her makeup. “Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? Oh, I can fool the world, but I can’t fool my heart.”

She told her parents about everything that she had done. Then, her parents suggested her to became herself and did anything as good as she could. She believed that her parent’s suggest was really true.

She changed back herself. She became a poor and simple girl like her really self. In the beginning, she really must be calm because her friends didn’t like her again. But, she didn’t care. She always did her best for everyone.

It didn’t need long time to make her friends be aware and became her good friend. She believed that she didn’t must became another. She must kept being herself to adapt in anywhere.